azuresky59

Yes. New account. I DECIDED I NEEDED ONE. This account was created waaaaaaay back in '04 when I was an annoying little fanbrat (fangirl and fanbrat--know the difference, it just might save your life! (not really)) and, considering I will be going to college in less than four months, I figured it's about time I seperate myself from the old me and move on to better things. :] HERE. EVERYONE WHO CARES. Go watch this account instead (will be prettied up later; I've got to go to dinner soon!) !CowgirlTEX (https://www.deviantart.com/cowgirltex):iconCowgirlTEX::iconCowgirlTEX::iconCowgirlTEX::iconCowgirlTEX::iconCowgirlTEX::iconCowgirlTEX::iconCowgirlTEX::iconCowgirlTEX::iconC

Update since my last journal was PAGESTRETCHING and driving me up the damned wall. Also ton of shit going on lately. So I figured I'd update y'all wonderful peepz on my pathetic life. :C EINZ School (and life in general, for that matter) is driving me insane, I kid you not. I swear I used to not be so forgetful. I swear I used to not always be so tired (though that's mainly my own fault). I swear I used to have a decent work ethic. I swear that I used to be intelligent. Granted, I guess I am still kind of intelligent, but just...dim-witted now, I guess. I'm slow. I don't connect things in my head as quickly. I don't remember inside jokes

 HEY LOOK. AN UPDATE. After how long? Errrr. Roughly three months. Woowie. In case it can't be inferred, these past few months have been absolutely batshit INSANE for me. Between emotional breakdowns, stress, schoolwork, and creative highs and lows, I do believe my brain can be officially declared as clinically 'dead'. I think the worst part in all of this is that I've been SO creative lately, it's insane. I have so many ideas for pictures and drawings and paintings I want to or need to do, but I've been forced to panic over my grades and schoolwork instead. Hence why only two out of like, eight christmas presents are finished and it's thr